Anniversary, Annunciation, Waiting, New Birth, New Book

Today we celebrate the Feast of St. Gemma and our anniversary of reception into the Catholic Church 17 years ago. So many blessings! Deo gratias!!!

It's been the best Lent ever. On the Feast of the Annunciation, we were all in prayer awaiting the birth of Max and Laura's baby girl. After a long labor (starting on 24th evening), Laura delivered a beautiful baby girl in the wee hours of March 26th morning. All is well. Praise God! 

The new parents are home, getting adjusted to life with a newborn. We can't wait to make a trip to DC to snuggle this little one and take care of Max and Laura. It just so happens that this baby's birth coincided with an email from my editor--she sent me proofs of Shunya Means Zero. And I was able to dedicate it to both my grandkids before it went to the printer. Deo gratias! It's coming out this summer.  I can't wait to share it with my two little grandbabies, when they're not mouthing everything. I didn't give them Ten Easter Eggs...next year is a perfect time! And just you know folks, the Easter season lasts for 50 days so it's not too late if you want to buy a copy. 

Now for the reward to going through some shameless self-promotion. I'm attaching a few pictures for you to enjoy! I'm over the moon--to have two little grandbabies so close in age feels like an answer to my own prayers about having twins. Now all that God has to do is arrange for a job for Max down here in Charleston so we can all be together :)

The beginning of labor--March 24th. Max and Laura take a walk to speed things up. All the pain and struggle is worth it once they get to hold their precious little baby. They went for a short walk the day after the baby was born!

 
Laura's mother and sister were able to come for Easter--they sent these beautiful pictures. To gaze and gaze upon your baby is the closest thing that comes to Adoration of our Lord. 

We can't wait until our DC family can come to the wilds of SC. 

Happy Easter, all!!! He is Risen!!! Alleluia!!!

Passiontide

There's been so much excitement with the barbershop competition, it's been hard to maintain some of my Lenten devotions. It is already a busy time preparing for the liturgies so I am grateful that next year the competition will be in May. It was a shock to my system going for Adoration one day, where I could feast my eyes on the Blessed Sacrament and the Altar and then the next, with the statues covered up. Not only is the Gloria gone, but the Gloria Patri as well, and now some of the visual beauty. 

I've been praying the Stations of the Cross privately using Tina Jost's One Hour for My Priest. It might be my most favorite section along with Help Him! Our parish has been praying the Stations every Wed, followed by a soup supper. What I love about the corporate prayers is that the priest recites this beautiful prayer after Benediction:

O Jesus Christ, remember,

when Thou shalt come again,

upon the clouds of heaven,

with all Thy shining train;

when every eye shall see

Thee in deity revealed,

who now upon this altar

in silence are concealed.

Remember then, O Savior,

we supplicate of Thee,

that here we bowed before Thee

upon our bended knee;

that here we owned Thy Presence,

and did not Thee deny,

and glorified Thy greatness

though hid from human eye.

Accept, Divine Redeemer,

the homage of our praise;

be Thou the light and honor

and glory of our days.

Be Thou our consolation

when death is drawing nigh:

be Thou our only treasure

through all eternity. Amen.  

We're in the middle of Holy Week and preparing beautiful music for all the liturgies for the Sacred Triduum. Spring is here and I'm loving the warm weather and the promise of renewal. We had such a lovely weekend, riding our bikes to Waterfront park and providing some background music for the 379th birthday of Capt. Robert Daniell (our island town is named in his honor).  

Rejoice!

Our weekends are generally filled with music but this weekend, even more so. It started with a chant workshop with Floriani Saturday morning at St. Clare of Assisi. That evening we sang with them at Mass. Every time we have a workshop or coaching session, I am reminded again and again of the basics of good singing--breathing, giving shape to a phrase, carrying over the long notes. I learned a couple of new things: to sing high notes softly and 32nd notes, so prevalent in Indian music (see an explanation of the most common flourishes here: How to sing Gamakas? | VoxGuru ft. Pratibha Sarathy). Floriani gave a free concert on Sunday evening, which we had to miss because we were singing Palestrina's Missa Brevis for Laetare Sunday. Oh, how beautiful to see so many altar boys processing in... Our pastor reminded us to persevere in our Lenten devotions, to be aware of the joy of the Lord. Lent is almost over; it is preparation for resurrection, for freedom, for joy. Rejoice! 

It is extra-special to sing with Michael and Dagny! And the fun continues. Local friends, we are having our barbershop dress rehearsal 7:30 pm at Franke's at Seaside (1500 Franke Dr. in Mt. Pleasant) as we prepare for regional contest this coming weekend in Florida. We also have two quartets competing: Encore and Put a Ring On It. I can't wait to hear their contest sets. We're so stoked, we're singing all the time...while doing housework, driving, in parking lots :)  

Lent

With a storm coming through, I worried that Ash Wed services might be canceled but by late afternoon, it was sunny. We celebrated with a Solemn High Mass. I received my ashes, marking me as a sinner, yet reminding me that I have a Savior. I'm happy to have Lenten Healing--it begins with tackling the sin of sloth. The short daily reflections are a perfection companion to the daily Mass readings. Grateful for this time to walk more closely with my dear Lord Jesus. I sing: A Prayer Of St Richard Of Chichester  

On Healing

I've been on a quest for healing for many years now. I started working with a functional medicine doctor who's helping me detox and it has helped greatly. But we are body-mind-spirit, so I'm also working on my spiritual life. Began a wonderful online retreat offered here: Watch the Path to Healing Our Broken Hearts - Oblates of the Virgin Mary  I'd been waiting to watch and listen to these videos for six months. Got on a wait-list and finally, finally, the email with the links came, during Advent. I thought, no way--NOW? When I'm busy with Christmas concerts and last-minute wedding preparations? The thought of adding something more to my plate was daunting. But after a week, I couldn't resist and took a peek. It was so good. I realized everything always happens at the right time. So I watched in the pockets of free time. They are short and so rich. I cried a lot--they are healing tears. Given that we are ALL wounded in some way, I'm sharing the links to the workshop. You will resist, just like I did, but when you're ready...open it up. It's free. With Lent just around the corner, it just may be the perfect time for you. 

And that is how I discovered Bob Schuchts' books on healing. He's the founder of the John Paul II Healing Center – Transformation in the Heart of the Church I just finished BE HEALED today. Take a look at how the seven deadly sins and our wounds make us believe lies about ourselves, cause us to sin, and remain shackled, but the Divine Physician is ready to heal and we can know we are being healed when the lies are replaced by the truth--that we are beloved. I'd done the smaller retreat book earlier and I loved how easily it was to enter into the Gospel stories of healing. I feel as if I'm being healed from the inside out. I know I have more work to do but I am so grateful to invite Jesus into the difficult moments of my life and experience His Love for me. Although I will have to wait to get to heaven to experience His arms wrapped about me, He's present here in the Eucharist and He can look at me, and I Him. Deo gratias!  

Happy St. VaLENTine's Day

 

A very happy and blessed St. Valentine's Day to all. May your heart be united to the hearts of Jesus, Mary, and Joseph and to the ones you love. Love is all about sacrifice so it's fitting it fell on Ash Wednesday this year, marking the beginning of the holy season of Lent. Take heart, those of you in the cold North. As the days lengthen and warm, you too, shall have buds and blossoms! We sang our first ever High Mass for this day and I was heartened to see so many cadets from the Citadel in attendance. It was beautiful.

My niece made this lovely card for my birthday and it's got the perfect recipe for Fridays. We love our beans! We'll be singing this beautiful hymn written by Pope St. Gregory the Great (AD 540-604), the one who gave us the heavenly Gregorian chant. You can read more about him and his prodigious output here: Pope Gregory I › Texts | Hymnary.org  The Glory of These Forty Days | Hymnary.org Here's a link to a beautiful singing from the Trinity Chapel Choir.

The glory of these forty days

We celebrate with songs of praise;
For Christ, by Whom all things were made,
Himself has fasted and has prayed.

Alone and fasting Moses saw
The loving God Who gave the law;
And to Elijah, fasting, came
The steeds and chariots of flame.

So Daniel trained his mystic sight,
Delivered from the lions’ might;
And John, the Bridegroom’s friend, became
The herald of Messiah’s Name.

Then grant us, Lord, like them to be
Full oft in fast and prayer with Thee;
Our spirits strengthen with Thy grace,
And give us joy to see Thy face.

O Father, Son, and Spirit blest,
To thee be every prayer addressed,
Who art in threefold Name adored,
From age to age, the only Lord.

Feasts Days During Lent

Whew! What a week! What a weekend! We had two High Masses, one on Friday to celebrate the Feast of the Annunciation and one for Laetare Sunday--because we're more than halfway through Lent. And last week was also the choir's turn to provide soup and sandwiches for after Stations of the Cross so there's been a LOT of socializing. But it's been lovely. And I could not believe it's the 10th anniversary of my total consecration of Jesus through Mary. JOY! 

I was also finishing up a writing project (secret for now) so it was a great relief to have the writing finished on Thursday before choir practice! Our choir director brought in an original vellum of the chant we'd be singing, penned in the late 15th century. It's only slightly different from what we sang. It's quite large and in medieval times the monks would gather around to sing.  

There was also consecration of Russia and Ukraine. I can't help but think of the Fatima seer, Sister Lucia, who said that Mary told her that by the time the consecration happens, it'll be too late. Pope St. John Paul II had made a consecration that was accepted in heaven but Russia had already spread her errors. And we're already in a war. So I don't know what the most recent consecration will mean. Then there's the little matter of Biden and Obama establishing bioweapons labs in the Ukraine and the never-ending covid crap that continues to be used to usher in a new era of health dictatorship even as the authorities backtrack and say they made mistakes. What a bunch of liars. Everything was done with malice. And this is why I pray because what can a person like me can do? I have no power except in Christ Jesus. 

I had an interesting conversation with Dagny, who's taking a class in Mariology, and who said that until the fifth dogma is proclaimed--that she's the Mediatrix of all graces--we'll never have peace. It's such a strange thing that our Lord will not do anything without our cooperation. The Virgin Mary had to give her fiat for the Incarnation to happen. Jesus comes to us through Mary and He wills that all graces pass through her hands. This comes up over and over IN SINU JESU. I tell you, this book is a love letter! We simply cannot comprehend a love so great. But BELIEVE!!!

I close with a picture of the girls at Ave Maria celebrating the Feast of the Annunciation!