Here he takes a little
diversion and says the first time he went to Mass and knew he was going to see
ordinary bread and wine changed into the Body and Blood of Christ, he thought
he would burst. But all around the Catholics were ho-hum. He also wondered why they
were so quiet and wanted to leave right after Mass instead of visit. His
observations are not completely untrue. LOL. Too many of us take the miracle
occurring on the Altar for granted, and think of His Body as a cracker. It's what hurts my heart the most. Actually, if you saw me at Mass sometimes, you'd think I was a sad tomato, but some of the psalms and Gospel stories touch my heart so deeply, I cannot help but shed tears of joy. My God loves me, a miserable sinner, so very much.
Anyway, Tim experienced
the love of Jesus here. Everybody invited him over for small home group Bible
study. Tim says his desire to be a preacher was intensified even more. He read
everything. But the problem was he had no high school diploma, no money,
and no discipline. So he joined the Marines. And within two weeks he had enough
discipline for all of us. He sought out every Assembly of God church wherever
he was stationed and just exploded in his faith. He says, “Move over Jimmy; here comes
Timmy!” And the end of his tour of duty, he served as a youth minister and
after six months was voted unanimously to become a pastor. This was near his
hometown too. It was perfect. But he had to turn it down.
Here’s why. Because in
his last year as a Marine, he met Sgt. Matt Doula, a devout Catholic. And boy
did Tim want to save him! They fought over doctrine. Tim recalls the first
argument. He said, “Call no man father, and yet you Catholics are constantly
calling your priests Father.” Usually most Catholics would sputter and go away.
[Tim said, there must be a Code of Canon law 666 that says: Thou shalt not
quote Scripture]. But Matt said, “Yes, that is true. But you do know there is
more than one verse in the Bible, no?” Tim says that Matt took his Bible and
proceeded to beat him with it metaphorically. He showed him not to take a
single verse out of context but to look at verses and see how they fit.
Scripture never contradicts. He quoted a number of verses showing that
spiritual leaders are addressed as Father: Honor thy mother and father; Father
Abraham; St. Paul becoming a spiritual father of Timothy, etc. What Jesus
referred to earlier was in reference to not calling the emperor, God. It was
about politics.
So you can imagine the
year when Tim and Matt went back and forth about everything – praying to the saints,
purgatory, transubstantiation, etc. If Matt didn’t know the answers, he’d go
find them with the help of an Opus Dei priest. He gave Tim books to read. Tim
read everything to find error and contradictions but could not. Catholicism made sense. After a
year he thought he was losing his mind because he did not *want* to be
Catholic. So as a last ditch effort to not becoming Catholic, he enrolled in
the Jimmy Swaggart Bible school. But he began to argue with his professors. He
found himself defending Catholic doctrine in his dorm room. he was schizophrenic. People asked him,
“Are you becoming Catholic?” And he emphatically said, “NO!!!” Finally he was
called into the office. Brother Andrew, an ex-Catholic, former priest,
interrogated him. And Tim thought, he has 10 years of seminary training and I
have so little. But after a couple of hours, Brother Andrew got mad at him and
told him, “You are not going to be a Catholic. You ARE Catholic!” And with that
he was dismissed from school.
A side note: Brother
Andrew lost his faith in Catholics when he saw priests compromise the faith to
support communism from the pulpit (Cuba, 1959). Tim Staples said: Don’t stop believing in
Peter because of Judas. This is such an important point. The Catholic
Church is a hospital for sinners. Don’t let bad Catholics shake your faith or
steer you away from the teachings of the Church. A lot of kids leave the faith
because they don’t know it or appreciate it. May we never take it for granted.
Back to Tim’s conversion
story. So he was no longer Protestant (the word itself means to protest against
the Catholic Church) but he still didn’t want to be Catholic. In desperation,
he asked a saint – Mary, “Is this true? Is the devil deceiving me? Help me find
the Truth.” And she brought him home. Now his whole family is Catholic – his
parents, his brothers (one is a priest), and of course, his wife and children.
Behold, Your Mother
He didn’t actually cover Marian doctrines because that’s the
purpose of the book but he showed us how Catholic doctrines are intimately tied
with Mary, the most perfect creature God made.
Why did God create us?
He doesn’t need us. And in fact, this creation of His will kill His Beloved
Son. There is one reason: He loves us into existence. And he creates us free so
that we can love him back. It’s an extravagant love. St. Augustine says, Love
is to will the good of the other. St. Paul says, pour yourself out for others
without thought for anything in heaven. And so Jesus humiliates Himself by
becoming one of us. In the letter to the Philippians, St. Paul says, He emptied
Himself to take the form of a slave. So not only does Jesus suffer and die for
us, making the ultimate sacrifice, He further humiliates Himself by becoming
Bread and Wine in the Eucharist. He loves us so that we may consume Him.
The Gospel of John
focuses much on the divinity of Jesus and the Eucharist. Jesus performs a
Eucharistic miracle by feeding the five thousand. The Apostles distribute the
food. And people believed in Jesus. But when He says, “I am the Bread of
Heaven” and “the Bread is my Flesh,” people are angry. How can this man give us
his flesh to eat? This is one of the “hard” teachings of Christ (the other one
is on the indissolubility of marriage). But Jesus doesn’t compromise and say,
the bread is a symbol. No, He is even harsher, saying, “Unless you eat of the
Flesh of Man, you have no life in you.” And many left. He didn’t try to chase
after them. You have to believe this.
From the beginning of
Christianity, there were heresies. Some thought that only the spirit is good
and matter is evil, but that does not coincide with what God said in Genesis
when He created the universe. He said, “It was good!” There were people who
said Jesus did not have a body. But He most assuredly did! He was conceived in
Mary’s womb. Still others said, Jesus is not divine, that he was conceived from
normal sexual relations between Mary and Joseph. The Christ spirit came upon
Him and left it on the Cross. So if there is no Incarnation (God made Flesh)
then the Eucharist becomes a symbol. However, we know that both Mary and Joseph
had taken perpetual vows of virginity, so Jesus is both fully human and fully
divine. We do not have two gods, one of the Old Testament and one of the New.
Nope, Catholicism is the fulfillment of Judaism. We know that Jewish people do
not accept Jesus as the Messiah, but they are free not to.
Mary is the daughter of
God, the Mother of Jesus (and therefore God), and the Spouse of the Holy Spirit. It’s hard to wrap
all this around one’s head but in this is tied up the Trinitarian nature of
God.
Anyway, check out Tim's books.
He’s great. You can listen to him on Catholic Answers. He is very funny, very
knowledgeable, and would make a fantastic tele-evangelist!!!!
I loved this conference even though I was missing out on Charleston's YALLFest. I hope next year they're not on the same weekend. But if they are, you know where I'll be! Thanks for reading and sharing. Ciao meow!
I loved this conference even though I was missing out on Charleston's YALLFest. I hope next year they're not on the same weekend. But if they are, you know where I'll be! Thanks for reading and sharing. Ciao meow!
4 comments:
People's journeys are fascinating.My favorite of the Chrsitian journies is still C.S. Lewis' SURPRISED BY JOY.
Incidentally, I saw Jimmy Swaggart in person at the Hilton Hotel in Jerusalem, in 1982. He was part of a world gathering of Christian Zionists. He walked by and I can only say he is more impressive looking in person, tall and handsome. But his brand of preaching could never move me.
First of all, I echo Mirka's comment: I love Surprised by Truth!
Tim's journey is fascinating as well. I love how God pulls us from wherever we may be in our life and reaches us with what we need.
Glad you could make the conference, and thanks for sharing the highlights with us!
Mirka, I've never heard any of these tele-evangelists. But in reading many conversion stories (I love the book Literary Converts by Joseph Pearce) it is as Faith says, God reaching out to us in the mundane or extraordinary ... and always, always, there's that moment when the person abandons himself to God. It never fails to bring tears of joy. CSLewis remains a favorite.
Faith, it is a pleasure to summarize the talks because it brings me back to the wonderful weekend and the people we met. Such a blessing. And my friends who didn't get to go are happy to read too.
Wow, that was quite the big conference you attended. Thanks for sharing your thoughts on all the lectures. Interesting to know what is being talked about.
Post a Comment